I'm going to be a GRANDMA!!!!

I've been acting a little loony lately, even more than usual! My son, Austin, and his girlfriend, Vanessa are pregnant!

I'm having a baby! okay, a grand baby! Vanessa is having a baby, Austin is having a baby!

I don't know how to put into words the joy that fills my soul...I love my babies and now my baby is having a baby!

Austin will be a wonderful father. He was my "Tender Care Bear" as a little boy. Such a tender heart he has.

Vanessa is due late August, early September.

She is a dainty, wisp of a girl and at the same time a strong, smart woman!

The funniest thing is that I feel so inadequate.

After all I've never been a grandma before!

How do I do it?

It's like I know nothing about pregnancy, babies, birth, nothing!

I know now that EVERY TIME, EVERY pregnancy, EVERY birth is a miracle!

A strange journey.

I knew that of course.

I actually know sooooooo much, too much, about birth and babies.

But I know nothing about THIS one.

This one is blood related.

I always pray for my doula clients.

I always pray on my way to a birth.

I'm praying now.

I'm praying that God gives Austin & Vanessa love for each other

love for Him

health and a healthy baby!

Please pray for me. I need a prayer or a tranquilizer... These are exciting days! :D